The phrase "dreams are far away, and reality is cruel" is
deeply rooted in people's hearts. Faced with this wall, I couldn't help but
furrow my brow as a myriad of thoughts rushed to my mind, accompanied by an
indescribable feeling of heartache.
Life is like a game. When we come into this world, we have to keep striving
step by step until we reach the peak of our lives. If we lose our fighting
spirit along the way, we will be forgotten by others or disappear from the
game. Our lifetime of hard work will be left to be fought over by others.
However, games can be restarted, while life cannot. Only the winners at the
top can obtain everything, and we are just the audience applauding for
others, filled with endless envy.
I don't have much talent, nor an extremely intelligent mind. I can only
wander aimlessly in this world and pass the time. I can't create miracles,
so I can only do meaningless things to prove my existence.
This is not the life I want!
Whenever I calm down, I realize how unworthy I am, and I don't know how to
clean up this mess and start anew. It's like walking into a barren desert,
looking around but only seeing endless yellow sand, feeling lost and
uncertain about whether I can get out of this dark place. However, in the
distance, I see someone fall and be buried under the torment of reality,
sinking into a deep abyss.
Faced with countless questions, I have no answers, so I just close my eyes
and go to sleep. When I wake up, I continue to live my meaningless life. But
no matter what, it's just an excuse to escape reality. I can only imagine
and cannot live that way. My heart seems to be stirring.
Perhaps the real solution is to face reality and eliminate it. Is that
really true? My fighting spirit is back.
Sometimes, I also want to escape reality and close my eyes to find one
excuse after another to make myself feel justified. But I don't realize that
only by overcoming this wall can we eliminate the root of this evil.
By doing every task well and making our lives shine anew, we can make every
trace of regret disappear from our hearts. |