The preface reads: Under the influence of exams, the only
hope is to use all your strength to improve yourself.
An hour ago, the noise outside the classroom window was clamorous. I smiled
lightly, feeling a sense of relief. In that moment of leaving the
examination hall, I finally finished this battle! Just a moment ago, I was
blaming myself for not using my time to review before the exam, but
everything changed when I handed in my paper!
These past two days were filled with non-stop exams! I worried,
procrastinated, regretted, and anticipated. It wasn't until I handed my
biology exam to the student collecting papers that I truly left the state of
"exam syndrome." It seemed as if exams were a distant memory that I couldn't
quite explain. I believe that children who haven't experienced the pressure
of exams can never truly understand this feeling. Even if they try their
hardest to imagine themselves in the midst of the exam frenzy, they won't be
able to enter the exam world. Humans are sensitive creatures, and without
that atmosphere, it's difficult to have that kind of mentality.
Now I'm very tired and want to sleep. It's not because I've been
sleep-deprived for the past two days, but because I've been using my
revision time to sleep, and I'm not used to it. However, I soon realized how
much I need sleep on a regular basis and how much I lack it! (Sleeping until
you naturally wake up really takes up a lot of time!) All my physiological
symptoms indicate this, but after today, I'll be back in that state of
burning the midnight oil, working hard on my assignments.
I can't do without monthly exams, and there can't be monthly exams without
the college entrance examination. That kind of sprinting feeling and fast
pace during exams are very comfortable, and perhaps the process isn't as
pleasant, but I really like it. The surroundings are filled with grade
elites, and their extraordinary qualities are shown in various details.
Forget about everything else, focus your eyes on the blank paper, calculate
quickly in your mind, think, and write without wasting a single moment.
Maybe I'll get distracted halfway through, but I won't worry about it and
immediately refocus my attention! This scene seems like I'm forcing myself
and doesn't bring happiness at all, but at the moment when the papers are
collected, happiness is full!
After the monthly exams, I'll live like that again. But vaguely, I remember
worrying, procrastinating, regretting, and anticipating these last two days.
I lightly smile and start working on my assignments with my pen. |