On Christmas Eve, everywhere was shining with joy and full
of people, making the already crowded world seem even smaller. In this
festive season, there was less sorrow and more liveliness, yet our world
remained heavy and quiet.
At the moment when Christmas Eve was about to turn into Christmas Day, a
girl quietly left, taking with her her tranquility, her smile, our longing,
our sorrow, and our blessings. She departed for a beautiful paradise of her
own.
Why is life so unfair? There are countless bad people in this world, but
they can live on while a kind and warm-hearted girl like her is taken away.
A few weeks ago, we were still talking to each other and attending classes
in the same room, but now everything has changed. I hate fate so much, and I
despise this world! Good people never get the rewards they deserve. She was
just a young girl, like a child, so fragile and innocent. What an unjust
fate, what a complicated life, what a strong world! If there were another
chance at reincarnation, I would rather be a flower, a blade of grass, or a
falling leaf, feeling sad, but not lingering in this beautiful yet tragic
world.
From now on, there will be no more joy on Christmas Eve or Christmas Day for
us. It will always be a beautiful tragedy that we are reluctant to mention.
No matter how many years have passed, the girl will always be beautiful!
That heavy island has become a sea of sorrow, filled with our sad words and
overflowing pain that will never go away. From now on, we will miss two
holidays that once combined to form a beautiful tragedy, all for the sake of
honoring that flower-like girl.
Perhaps leaving this heavy world could bring liberation, which would be much
more beautiful than this painful world. You would not have to cry while
facing growth or wait for a confused horizon. Your beautiful paradise will
be even more beautiful, and the people who miss you will be with you in
different places. Can you hear their deep calling? Can you see so many
people shedding tears and grieving for you? You will forever be their heavy
grief.
May you rest in peace! |